Today my mind before reset and challenge to break out negativity stuck in my sight and mind that -“..better to be alone than chase people who don’t really care about you”..-
…. yes fake friends I kept let them abuse me
1.teasing my own language, culture
2. they not listen when i talk even don’t really interested , but keep interrupting regardlessly and ignore me, and they are manufactured gossips,
3. stand to lies, throwing their immorality to good people who standing on right morality.
4.whatever they do is right but others wrong- blames others
*this is why — I don’t have friends because mostly I rejected by their ego, arrogance, and they only come whenever time to use my kindness for what they needs ,whenever they need to put someone down so they feel fine
and themselves realized couldn’t hangout with me because I am straightly speak and telling the truth
but *good friends are just left me alone when I need to be and still encouraging me with heartful and respectfully distanced .
Times Almost Christmas Everywhere Have some moments take break to Thanks to God for Where you are now — if good with health, foods, staying warm at night & safe and have family who cares and greets daily & friends they cares also ….and so do you?? 2020 all we are living in bad circumstance of this harden nasty pandemic lots people & homes breaking relationships and parted , lost job bankrupts, lost home, lost loved ones by COVID19.
Praying for have Hopes Faith ,In God we Trust . And Wishing Miracles among Who’s needs & trusting God & Jesus on This Christmas !!