Overcoming

Starting fresh isn’t easy and still lots work to …

After Divorced,

I still have to picking ,taking all gossips, questions from people who cares me ,some time it is

heavy burdens ,

today I decided

Created New face Book Account.

And realized more than 100 of

old pictures on that old face book account,

with ex husband, family, all kinds of events ….

of course some of good memories and

also makes me sad and still mad, upsetting, angry,

couldn’t forgiving, still scars I see in that pictures,

bags of full resentful that only left turned bad memories

I believe that wasn’t myself, I deleted ,.

April 28 2022: now In Progress Overcoming— Only God’s grace and He picked me up thousands of time…. as Book of Matthew Chapter 18,

Extravagant Forgiveness

21.Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?”

22. Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

Revival

Feel spring here and energy all will great -Revival.

Allowed God’s blessing through whole month.–March- marching in God’s victory…

Self-Esteem. Self-Respect.

To Me Myself !!

May God He fill me up to overflowing and give me a fresh vision for my life.

May He establish me in His highest and best purposes for me!

No More let other people define my boundaries.

I am awesome, amazing, and I know I can do anything,

set my mind to.

“No more insecurity”.

Jesus is more than enough for Me.

Walk in the fresh favor He has for me today.

Thank you Lord God & My Jesus I praise you Hallelujah \0/

#selfrespect#confident

“..better to be alone than chase people who don’t really care about you”..

Today my mind before reset and challenge to break out negativity stuck in my sight and mind that -“..better to be alone than chase people who don’t really care about you”..-

…. yes fake friends I kept let them abuse me

1.teasing my own language, culture

2. they not listen when i talk even don’t really interested , but keep interrupting regardlessly and ignore me, and they are manufactured gossips,

3. stand to lies, throwing their immorality to good people who standing on right morality.

4.whatever they do is right but others wrong- blames others

*this is why — I don’t have friends because mostly I rejected by their ego, arrogance, and they only come whenever time to use my kindness for what they needs ,whenever they need to put someone down so they feel fine

and themselves realized couldn’t hangout with me because I am straightly speak and telling the truth

but *good friends are just left me alone when I need to be and still encouraging me with heartful and respectfully distanced .

Meditation

I considering –

Quit

1.Quit Social Medias.

2.Quit Watching Violence Movies,TV  Dramas Shows,

3.Quit Listening Personal Bad Influence Toxic Stories.

But 

In Meditation .

  1. Thanks To God For Life

When I woke up Morning !!

2. Prayer

3. Reading Bible.

4. Sing a Songs

(Praising God His Name Yahweh – Jehovah)

My Meditating is

Happy moments: Praise God

Difficult moments: Seek God

Quiet moments: Worship God

Painful moments: Trust God

Every moment: Thank God

Lalasong

& Instructor Is God

Psalm 118:1-29

1.Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good;

his love endures forever.

5.When hard pressed, I cried to the Lord;

he brought me into a spacious place.

8.It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in humans.

9.It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes.

14.The Lordis my strength and my defense he has become my salvation.

24.The Lordhas done it this very day; let us rejoice today and be glad.

28.You are my God, and I will praise you; you are my God, and I will exalt you.